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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

<<最初的美好>>

天与地,月和日,自然的定律,
多少世,难忘记,岁月已飞逝,
不再续,想放弃,谁说太容易,

我和你, 在那里,多美的际遇,
星空里, 下着雨,花瓣的诗意,
脑海里, 成回忆,永远的记忆,

最初的美好, 是否还美好,
拿起了多少, 你记得多少,
父母已经老, 要待他们好,
人生的试考, 谁人可以跑?

最后的美好, 珍惜才能找,
放下了多少, 我已记不了,
岁月催人老, 你看开就好,
世事庸人找, 哈哈没烦恼。



Monday, September 22, 2008

before and after

i know i will meet you, before i know i have eyes,
i know i will talk to you, before i know i have mouth,

i know i will online because of you, before i know internet,
i know i will drive all the way, before i know the moving machine,

i know i will not able to concentrate in coding, before i know what is java,

i know i will leave me alone, before i know i am living in a world called greed,
i know i will leave you happy, before i know you have to go through this unhappy;


i wish i can enter into the space, which i might get wounded,
i wish i can do what i think i can do ( for you), where it might be too much ( for you),
i wish i can take away my mind, which the core 2 duo is not even one over million of it,
i wish i can wish that i no need to wish, which u might not know what i wrote in this line,

i knew i will still meeting you, after i know i have my eyes,

i knew i will still talk to you, after i know i have my mouth,

i knew i will still online because of you, after i know the Internet,

i knew i will drive all the way, after i know this moving machine,
i knew i will still not able to concentrate in coding, after i know java,

i knew i will leave me alone, after i know i live in this greedy world,
i knew i will leave you happy, after i know you already gone through the unhappy.

[p/s: the author uses "knew", "know" as he likes, no grammar matter when comes to expression.]

Friday, September 19, 2008

<<自然 - 淡然>>

雁渡寒潭,雁去潭不留影;
风动幡动,仰或你心在动;
正念负念,就在那一转念;
没有失败,成功还未到位;
因为相信,所以相信;
愿意相信,才会相信;

春夏秋冬,时光它无影踪;
酸甜苦辣,人生滋味尽尝;
黑白之间,是否总是带灰;
向左向右,难选还得要走;
季节味道,颜色方向;
因循自然,方得淡然。

because of you....

because of you,
my place is here; ( where will i be in the future? i am not sure..)
because of you,
all i want to do is get away and hide in a new place;
because of you,
life has never been this "good"...
because of you,
answer is in everybody's heart
because of you,
yesterday i miss the most;
because of you,
so what else more can i expect from you?
because of you,
i can always see cloud(s) in the sky.
because of you,
a change would be a better tomorrow.


[P/S: look at the 1st character of every even number line..]

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

your life, your script


when you are you, you live your script;

when you are not you, you script your life.



Friday, September 12, 2008

Plato and his famous Allegory of the Cave

Take Plato, for instance. Together with Socrates and Aristotle, he is one of the founders of Western culture. Famous for writing up the Socrates dialogues, he also wrote some works of his own, one of which is The Republic. In this work, he describes his famous Allegory of the Cave, which goes something like this:

Imagine prisoners, who have been chained since their childhood deep inside a cave: not only are their limbs immobilized by the chains; their heads are chained in one direction as well so that their gaze is fixed on a wall.

Behind the prisoners is an enormous fire, and between the fire and the prisoners is a raised walkway, along which puppets of various animals, plants, and other things are moved along. The puppets cast shadows on the wall, and the prisoners watch these shadows. When one of the puppet-carriers speaks, an echo against the wall causes the prisoners to believe that the words come from the shadows.

The prisoners engage in what appears to us to be a game: naming the shapes as they come by. This, however, is the only reality that they know, even though they are seeing merely shadows of objects. They are thus conditioned to judge the quality of one another by their skill in quickly naming the shapes and dislike those who play poorly.

There are many interpretations of this allegory, but for me it has always been about not knowing the true reality of things; we only see shadows cast on the cave wall.

Monday, September 8, 2008

what is flexibility in life?

what is flexibility in life?

flexibility is
when you buy me a Porsche, i am happy,
but if you buy me a bicycle, i am happy too.

flexibility is
when you spend me a fine cuisine, i am happy,
but if you spend me a "roti canai", i am happy too.

flexibility is
when you buy me a LV bag, i am happy,
but if you buy me a power ranger bag, i am happy too.

flexibility is
when you praise me, i am happy,
but if you criticize me, i will not feel sad, however, i will thank you.

flexibility is
when i can write a good program, i am happy,
but if i m not success in that, i will not simply give up.

flexibility is
when you buy me a mansion, i am happy,
but if you buy me an "atap house", i am happy too.

flexibility is
when i have gathering with lots of friend, i am happy,
but if i am alone reading in my little room, i am happy too.

flexibility is
when you bring me to theme park, i am happy,
but if you bring me to desert, i am happy too.

flexibility is
when you give me flexibility, i am happy,
but if you do not give me any flexibility, i am OK too.

hence,
i live my life as i live my life,
i am happy despite of the surrounding, environment
i am happy regardless of any thing that happened to me,
i am happy because i m happy.

"I am contented with what i have,
but not dejected because of what i do not have."
~ [forgot who quoted this, :) ]

Monday, September 1, 2008

不知为什么

昨天回来之后, 不知道为什么,
好像接近世界末日似的, 突然间,
不知道要做什么,心里很空洞, 空虚,

难道真的是碰到所谓的, 达成了想要做的事,
人就会突然变得没有目标, 失去方向,
就好像很多太空人上了太空, 回来都得了忧郁症,
一个两个都需要心理治疗,不然有的还想去自杀,
哈哈, 我当然不会去自杀的啦,
人身难得, 生命可贵,
况且我妈妈十月怀胎, 如此辛苦把我生出来,
我不会令她失望的, 何况我不是个普通人呢(我常常这样告诉我自己的)!

我想飞去那美丽的天空, 快乐遨游, 飞翔, 跟你,
但是, 我还没回到地上,我不知怎样飞上去;
等有一天, 我着陆了, 我会飞的。

人活在这个世界上, 真的可以做自己想要做的事吗?
真的可以, 无拘无束, 逍遥自在, 不顾一切, 勇往直前吗?
真的可以, 义无反顾, 海阔天空, 老鼠爱大米吗?

忽近忽远,忽明忽暗,
忽乐忽悲,忽然想你;
我,会想一想, 好好想一想,
我, 该怎么做。

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

my brother's album ~ elegant farewell ~

~ ANNOUNCEMENT ~
**********************

from : derred _beh
to : you, the one who are reading this blog now...

what : help to promote my brother's song album blog...
where : you can visit his song album blog @ 纽 约 市 优 雅 地 离 别 / elegant farewell
when : now la....click on the above link now lor...hehe.....
( but his album will be sold on year 08, month 09, day 10...so as 080910

to me, it is a good album...to know whether it is, go visit the blog...thanks...

you can, when you believe....hehe....ALL THE BEST, GAMBATE!

Friday, August 22, 2008

<声母>+ong

难以形容, 你的从容,
昔日笑容, 不再动容;

从前相同,现在不同,
不能一同,达致共同;

看似很懂, 其实不懂,
我只是懂,我不曾懂;

空会是空, 因为它空,
你看它空, 其实不空;

满脸通红, 只为花红,
看满江红, 考试也红;

人群之中, 秀外慧中,
空气之中, 香味其中。


<<十份天真>>

十点十分, 想你十分,
嘴角迷人, 动人十分;

夜已入深, 思绪低沉,
浮华人生, 只在一睁;

我的心声, 能否成真,
已不敢问, 也不愿问;

到底人生, 为何而争, 为谁情深,已失
天真

拓展新日

时光飞逝,我已不是,等闲之士;

回首旧日,胆小幼稚,没有见识;

没有那次,哪有这次;
没有上次,哪有下次;

我的心事, 谁能透视,已无关事;
抛开旧识, 从新展翅,东升旭日;

心要有志, 更要尝试;
写下伟迹, 拓展新日。



Thursday, August 21, 2008

(verb)-ING

outside raining, my heart dying,
something going, without knowing;

some time passing, patience losing,
keep on going, or just leaving;

another thing, another scene,
memorizing, the current scene;

the end is the beginning of another end,
leaving is the meeting of another leaving,
breaking is the joining of another breaking;

i am leaving, with my wishing,
wish you be good, wish you be strong,


never knowing, this happening,
some thing is fixed, we just accept.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

近 - 远

看似很近却又有点距离
那些期待已久的日子
是否就快呈现清晰
总是莫名的想起
我已不能自己
就是想一起
离开这里
到哪里
不必

可以
就一直
就这样子
看着你影子
就能填满日子
籍这首诗把事记
那红豆依然最相思
期盼时间在这刻静止
让我能永远冰封这记忆

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

<<寄给你>>


低垂
成思念
莫名感觉
涌入我心彻
宛如秋风吹起
掠过我内心最深
就在这深秋的寂夜
不知你是否也望着月
一见一语一面一句默契
总在辞别时掩我不舍
不能不记得去记得
你的眼眸你身影
秋风它又吹起
我已告诉它
这份祝福
满满的
寄给



Wednesday, August 6, 2008

what am i doin..be there for you

woke up early, thought i was late,
quickly got to, the place we meet,
hoping to see, that you are there,
opened my eye, opened machine,
waiting awhile, then i am there.

did not see you, but it is ok,
because i know, you are tire,
tire of life, tire of work,
so i hope you, could take more rest,
really worry, about your health,
really really, worry your health.

told me before, it's not easy,
i understand, your situation,
but this is life, you have to face,
got to be stronger, do what you can,
and i believe, you can do that,
and especially, when you believe.

never give up, never give up,
when you go through, this crazy life,
and it will be, the time that you,
grow up the most, you learn the most,
better future, light up for you,
i sincerely, wish you the best,
and remember, i will always,
be there for you, I'll come to you.
be there for you, always for you.

Monday, August 4, 2008

妈妈,对不起,谢谢你。

最近不知为什么,有时和妈妈谈天,
谈得有说也有笑,可是有时当妈妈,
问到我一些问题,也不是你所想的,
那些严重的问题,或是恼人的问题,

可我会在那当时,一下忍不住自己,
提高嗓子回妈妈,语气也不是很好,

过后才知道自己,刚才不应该这样。

其实曾经跟自己,讲过不该这样子,
说好和妈妈聊天,就要好好听她说,
不要打断她的话,还要好好回答她,
再给她一个微笑,可我还没能做到。

也不是说我常常,会对妈妈太大声,
只是觉得自己啊,实在是个不孝子,
妈妈辛苦养大我,给我世上最好的,
小时生病照顾我,就算长大也一样,
她老人家的心里,孩子永远长不大,
时时念念都挂着,我们过得否快乐,
从来不是为自己,就算已经六十一。

妈妈真的对不起,伤你的心我愧疚,
如何做个好孩子,是我一生的功课,
你的辛苦与牺牲,比天还高比海深,
就算用尽我一生,也不足以来报答。

在此我要说一声,其实也不只一声,
而是很多很多声,妈妈妈妈谢谢你,
我会改变我自己,好好的陪你聊天,
和你聊天到天明,让你快乐又高兴,
这是我八月五日,许下的一个心愿,

夜~ 12:15

Sunday, August 3, 2008

jay chou ~ a secret can not tell's back to 20 years piano

hi, found this in youtube, think that it is very nice, so just share with you all..good day..